Situation, Never What You Wanted To Be

I can't sleep.
I've been up in my room since approximately 11:30..Reading "A Million Little Pieces"..It's a great book sofar. But after wandering back and forth..I can't seem to sleep.
I spent half-an-hour laying in my bed, plagued with the most severe cramps.
They are starting to go away..But I know that they will swell back up again.
I don't understand why I am getting cramps.
Am I constipated?
I shouldn't be. I work at fucking McDonalds, I should be getting the Hershey squirts (or the Trotsky Trots as my Uncle Bob calls it) from break. Although I only feel this unrelentless pain.
Ugh.
It's fucking unbearable.
I need sleep.
I'm getting sick.
I'm tired and I just want to go to bed and feel better in the morning..
Is that too much to ask?

Is it?

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